Posted by Marietta on February 18, 2004, at 16:55:01
In reply to Re: Hopelessly missing him. Sebastion, posted by kara lynne on September 19, 2003, at 22:35:27
>Kara, my relationship ended "finally" on Christmas day and yes the holidays sucked. We had been together a little over 3 years.
He was the love of my life and i'm nearly 45. He choose another woman over me that he was seeing before me. It hurt...it STILL hurts. I hated him at first; he destroyed me! but now i miss him terribly..but i know i can go on. I recently started dating another man who adores me ---- i am angry at the ex-b/f though because i keep comparing the two men -- how much fun i had with the x compared to now, how I FEEL about the x and what i feel for the new one now -- and all that pisses me off and makes me angry at the ex. To top it off, the x left voice mails on my work phone this week knowing i was not there and would get in the am. He didn't say a word -- just played songs off of CD's that we had. I might add this is the first "communication" that I've had since the week after Christmas! and I think HOW DARE HIM???!?!? So i miss him more ----
It's crazy; I didn't give him any "reply" or indication that i got the "messages". I wonder if he will stop? or what? It's day by day ----
Good luck in your grieving!!