Posted by morgan miller on July 13, 2010, at 10:36:17
In reply to Re: Holy Basil Rocks!))) Morgan, posted by Lao Tzu on July 13, 2010, at 10:21:04
You're great Lao..you may have more going on than you realize. Thanks for the encouragement. Things are super complicated now. No longer is it just being bipolar and having anxiety and occasional passing depression. I am damaged in many ways, this makes it very hard for me to get back to trul living and living comfortable. The difference between now and 3 years ago is light night and day...very scary.
Anyway, I'll get back to you later. I have this cosmetic and make-up training(being a guy I know very little about make-up). I don't want to go but I need to. A week ago I was considering quitting this job and going on disability. But I'm only working 2 days a week now(no more restaurant, they had to let me go for missing father's day brunch shift two weeks ago. I just felt so bad that morning I went back to bed knowing full well that I was missing my shift and might get axed. The liked me and gave me many more chances than I should have gotten). I can accept hangin in there for 2 days a week. Ultimately I want to feel well enough to work and go back to school(which is what I was doing 3 years ago). I would love to do some personal training and eventually go to grad school and get my Master's in Social Work. Ugh, it seems nearly impossible these days. Thanks again for your encouragement..Peace out bro.
Morgan
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