Posted by colin wallace on September 25, 2002, at 3:37:38
In reply to Re: Deep sadness- Lamictal ditto, posted by Peter S. on September 24, 2002, at 13:01:50
>>However there is a strong feeling of waking up from a dream and realizing that a lot of my life has gone by and I've been unable to appreciate it. I've been in a fog which has effected my relationships, my career path, and every aspect of my life. I find myself alternately extremely angry and relieved. I now have to get on with my life and make up for lost time.
Pete,
I found myself feeling exactly the same way yesterday evening- the feeling of normality was so overwhelming, it was a real assault on the senses- I was just gazing at scenery, trees etc., familiar sights seen without looking through the miserable stew of depression.A bit like seeing 3 dimensional images for the first time.
I've lost 20 years too, but what's left is beginning to interest me at least!
All the best,Col.
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