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Re: Deep sadness GUY

Posted by Kat26 on September 26, 2002, at 13:41:36

In reply to Deep sadness, posted by Guy on September 23, 2002, at 23:46:12

Guy, please don't think recovery is impossible.

Can i relate to that sadness over the loss of the "old self"?? OH MAN HOW I CAN RELATE!!! I used to write songs and poems about just that and they almost made me cry. Like: (one of my songs)

Where have the blue skies gone and the warm winds
I have seen and felt them today but they're just visiting
From another world
And who stole my dreams?

Where have the postcards gone and the magical sunsets?
They are only memories,
Or am I only memory, and what's around me is real
And who stole my dreams...

Where has the water gone, the waves playing around my feet?
Summers from long ago, midafternoon heat
And who stole my childhood?
And who stole my peace?

Where have my dreams gone?....

See, and I thought, after years of first anorexia and then depression and OCD, that I was stuck... especially in the OCD. Fears and worries and not being able to enjoy things anymore. Just existing in an own dark world, and I used to be so full of life, of enthusiasm... BUT MY MESSAGE IS: Don't believe that it can't get better.

It may be a med that helps, it may be something else, it may be just a new dream. Somehow there is always hope!!!

And now that I left the darkness behind, I consider myself LUCKY that I had all those experiences... because the joy after it started getting better again was so great!!!

PLEASE don't be so sad.





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