Posted by madison88 on September 24, 2002, at 6:45:37
In reply to Re: Deep sadness, posted by Tabßitha on September 24, 2002, at 2:24:17
i fully understand what it is like to miss the old self. i have always been dysthymic, but now i just feel like i am always on the edge of losing it. i used to be so outgoing. now i hide in my room and avoid people. it is so hard not to be bitter. when i am feeling better i get so angry. so i am never really fun to be around. even when i am having a good day, and there are a lot more of those now, i feel like i have a cold stone in my chest, very heavy. it won't let me laugh very easily. i feel very old.
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