Posted by Susan47 on August 27, 2005, at 0:30:55
In reply to Rant, posted by Susan47 on August 15, 2005, at 0:33:50
Oh yeah, standing by her in your moral purity .. that's what you're Supposed To Do when you're married. I think they were probably both virgins when they married. Some people are like that, they still have old-fashioned values, the were Raised Properly. I think he and she are Like That.
Which is good. Because that's a huge part of what builds a responsible, moral society. And in truth, I'm a bit jealous of people who have it like that. A bit too easy, really.
I wonder sometimes, what their inner lives are like. If their thoughts are Holier than mine. If everything they do is blessed with an aura of Rightness.
People like that get Under my Skin.
I generally don't like them very much.
The're supremely protected in some unfathomable way I'll perhaps never understand.
Sometimes I make so little sense, others, I think I'm bloody brilliant. When all I am is the same as you, just another person whose mind goes 'round and 'round.
But people like my ex-T, people like him, I don't think their minds revolve at all .. they have Something Solid, something to hang onto in their lives. I used to be so jealous of that. But maybe I'm actually fortunate, maybe I can use what I've learned and what I've honestly lived ..?
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