Posted by sleepygirl on June 2, 2005, at 19:20:01
In reply to Re: I just want to cry, posted by alexandra_k on June 2, 2005, at 5:13:15
Hey alexandra,
You're sadness is coming through loud and clear. I'm thinking as I read your post that you feel terribly alone, very low on hope, and feel like you have been summarily dismissed with a message that you can't be helped. Well you most certainly can be. But I don't suppose that reminding you of the limitations that others can have in that understanding or in their availability would be of any benefit here. I think you will find a relationship that can help you. Fundamentally, what people need is acceptance through it all. I think you might be feeling terribly rejected, and you might be accepting that perception as fact. Sometimes it does feel like you have be screaming for anyone to notice. You're feelings though, directly stated in your posts, don't need to scream to me. I see it, and I think it must feel terrible inside for you right now. Feels like you've taken a terrible blow, and it's feeling pretty hard to walk right now. It doesn't help that you appear to be overloaded with work right now. Try to do one thing at a time, and not think too far ahead. There's a whole bunch of things that could happen in the not too distant future. I don't quite understand all the particulars of what you need to do to obtain proper mental health care, sounds maybe complicated/frustrating? Anyway, hang in there philosopher, it's hard, but possibilities always abound. Yeah, and I hope you are taking meds. I know I'd be in bad shape without mine, although that of course is not all of the story.
-Peace
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