Posted by Deneb on July 3, 2018, at 19:23:39
In reply to Re: Are you okay scott? » alexandra_k, posted by SLS on June 29, 2018, at 12:59:45
I'm sorry to hear how difficult things have been for you. Life really isn't fair. I think a lot of it is just luck.
It's hard not to start thinking of all the lost time, but none of us really know how long we have. We're all dying really. I feel like depressed people likely really have a more accurate view of themselves and the world, but I also think it's perfectly fine to be delusional yet happy.
Even though my life is "good" right now, I wouldn't have regret anything if I had killed myself way back, because I'd be dead.
I don't believe in an afterlife, and I actually find great comfort in the fact that our lives don't matter. Everything will be gone in some millions of years. I don't believe that anything that we do will mean anything in the long run.
So I will just live my own short little life and see what adventures come. There will be sadness, happiness, good and bad times. It will be interesting.
Either way, all will be gone one way. I hope you can find some joy somewhere.
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