Posted by corafree on November 13, 2005, at 11:50:22
I've been marking everything as I've unpacked it here @ this new condo I hate. I lost my Dad, my home in Iowa, my home in Tempe, and now another love in my life. I've had eescapy and trauma. I've seen evil and I've seen good. I'm too tired .. not bathing .. not brushing teeth .. not caring .. just don't want anyone around me as I have no more to give. I've prayed so much for so long. I am so much more than anyone can even see anymore, and I want to feel that way about myself as I leave this life. I do not dislike myself and I've asked for forgiveness for my mistakes. I'm sooo tiiirrreeeddddd. I asked for help from my family, but they are all too busy. So that of course makes the burden seem cumbersome upon them and causes me to feel guilty. Well damn it, I've given them all so much. I've put myself aside for more people than I can count. God help me I'm Tired! Leave me alone now .. all of you (not you guys) .. I'm just too damn sick and tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cf
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thread:578215
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