Posted by corafree on October 19, 2004, at 3:48:23
In reply to Re: Urge Plan Tools Suicide » corafree, posted by Larry Hoover on October 18, 2004, at 19:31:44
Well I do know what has happened to me. I or someone expected nothing but the best from me. And, at one time I was. Then, an imperfection was not tolerated by my first husband. I loved him so much, and I can truly say I was ignorantly unaware that people who say they love you, someday may say they don't. It was then that I fought my imperfection and began to search out how to be perfect again. The search has never ended. The search has taken me around the country, to a different man who says he loves me and then says he doesn't anymore, because I guess I never fixed myself. Well, I am fixing myself correctly now. No drugs (at least not illegal ones), no alcohol. The losers will hit the road...especially the ones that have held me down. I will do my best to learn skills to repair a scrambled heart. My children just don't want me to go away. How do I get to the hotline? Anyone reading this, I like not having to dress up for you, seriously! tks lar...can you pls direct me to the chat? cf
> > Lar, I'm sorry but I deleted your babble because I was afraid, didn't know your name. I'll see if it is still in my deleted files. Do you have a problem w/ suicidal ideation (seems like I go 3 to sometimes 4 months w/o), as I do? cf
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> That's okay, though babblemail is about as safe as anything could be.
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> I do get suicidal, ya, but I was just trying to reach out, once I saw your message. I bet you I could do better than one of those hotline people.
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> Lar
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