Posted by geri122 on April 18, 2004, at 18:27:40
In reply to Re: Rod... Oooops... Didn't know! » geri122, posted by fallsfall on April 16, 2004, at 18:45:59
I have decided to talk to my mother. There is no way around it. It all needs to be said, the good and bad, how i feel and what i need. I have to think about myself and my health. I can't run from this. You guys have given me the strength to do this. You have rashionalized my thoughts. Before i started posting here i thought my world had ended. I thought that i was the only one who felt this way. Its funny where some people find their strength. I always thought no one cared, you don't even know me, but yet you know my deepest thoughts. Throught the fights, and urges i had to stop my life from going on you were here. I know that my problems aren't over, and maybe never will, but haveing the knowledge that im not alone really helps. Im not to the point where i can be completely open with the world, but baby steps rights. This has opened my world. There will always be those dark moments, but i will always know someone is out there to help me through it all. If its not those at this site or a friend or family member, someone is out there, and i will find them. Thank you for being there.
Baby steps right.... slow and steady always wins the race.