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Re: Cass, are you thinking about ...

Posted by laural on October 23, 2000, at 5:49:49

In reply to Re: Cass, are you thinking about ... » Cass, posted by Rzip on October 23, 2000, at 0:44:43

Cass--my computer went off line a while ago but i tried to get it back going when i saw Rzips post. I don't know your history yet and i would feel so much more effective in person but just know that someone is thinking about you at 5:35 am. you havn't responded to zips post yet, please do. i know you may not have made up your mind to even directly think about suicide or you may be more advanced than that, we do tend to lay low the closer we get don't we? But something tells me that youre fighting hard, your "outbreak" as you called it earlier about hell was a very positive indication to me that you can survive if you will it. The very fact that you are in pain about these thoughts of self destruction tell me that there is much that is sane about you. If you didn't mind at all, I mean, not in the LEAST, there would be a problem. If it gets to this point, try really hard to feel your pilot light--because that's your soul calling to you from far away. That little bit of self-doubt about whethor you should actually do it is NOT self-doubt, it is doubting the disease--doubting the thing that's telling your brain to kill your body. IT WILL PASS, do not buy into it. You are such a beautiful creature, you deserve to one day die in peace after a long satisfying life and you WILL have that, just hold on a little longer. No one should have to die scared and in pain to the point of madness.

When i was suicidal a lot i would fantisize how everybody would feel bad for not understanding my pain after i was dead--let me tell you, you will hurt the ones closest to you irrevocably and it will make no real difference to mere aquaintences. But it will make a difference to me. I will feel guilty for the rest of my life because i failed to talk you out of it. : ) I mean it.

Please answer soon, I will pray or send energy or will you to live, laural


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