Posted by alexandra_k on June 17, 2009, at 22:23:57
In reply to Re: I fired my t, posted by alexandra_k on June 17, 2009, at 22:21:09
He said in one of his emails that he had an 8am spot for tomorrow. I haven't said I'd take it. I don't know if he's saved it for me. He said it would be good if I could come in to see him at least once more. I said it would only hurt more. He hasn't reminded me about the spot. I wonder if I should just turn up. Would it be too magical to just turn up? If he didn't save it for me / someone else is there / he isn't there then I guess he really doesn't think / care about me. If he is there then... Well it doesn't mean that he cares. Necessary but not sufficient. I don't know. I'm heartbroken over this. Really. Disintegrating since I've come back. Horrible empty feeling.