Posted by Dinah on April 22, 2009, at 18:49:36
In reply to Re: Feeling melancholy » Dinah, posted by seldomseen on April 22, 2009, at 16:29:50
> the fact you thought he didn't like you, the dress/make-up thing. It doesn't sound as though you two were just reminiscing.
I think this might be the key to what else is bothering me. That both the talk of other therapists and the talk of how he felt about me at the beginning tells me that I make a very poor impression on others. None of the other therapists/pdocs liked me any more than I liked them. Even my own therapist, who is one of the most tolerant people I know, didn't much care for me for years. So I'm an unlikeable person who eventually grows on people? That if you really really get to know me, you might grow to find me appealing. But that if you don't, you most definitely won't.
That's kind of a melancholy self observation.
Yet sadly accurate I fear.
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