Posted by yellowbird01 on February 15, 2009, at 17:38:34
In reply to Re: asking for support, coping skills (very long) » yellowbird01, posted by rskontos on February 15, 2009, at 12:45:11
Thanks everyone so much for the support...
I'm not really ready to respond meaningfully right now but I am reading and I really appreciate it.
I need to say though... I did love him. I really did, and do. There's no doubt in my mind. I believe that having someone you love say they dont want you anymore would shake anyones self-esteem, no matter how strong it previously was. I feel like I need to defend myself on that point. I'm really not ready to be strongly challenged right now.. it's too raw. I do think I'm worth being loved.
I went and joined a gym today. And got a movie at the store. It was hard to get out but I did it. One minute at a time.
It helps to know that others in the world, wherever you are, know what I'm going through and are hearing it. Thank you....
I will respond more when I can.
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