Posted by rskontos on April 23, 2008, at 15:23:31
In reply to Re: a sleepy T... » rskontos, posted by muffled on April 22, 2008, at 23:34:13
No no no muffled you never sound like an idiot. No I haven't talked about my parts because they are strangely silent all of a sudden. But the week before I went to Florida I dissociated the entire session. And today I dissociated at the dentist office. One thing I haven't discussed here is I told him the other day about a dissociative event I had and he downplayed it. Like it was something everyone would do, I just looked at him. Then he realized what he said and he said well obviously you do this to an extent most can't but what I mean is this is a situation in which most people would feel fear. And I said but to lose the whole time in the doc's office most people can't do. I had a procedure in the doc's office and even though I had a xanax before I still lost the whole thing. I just checked out and checked back. The weird thing is I could feel myself talking and couldn't stop but I don't know what I said. Weird. He I felt undermined the whole thing. And that is last time I spoke to him about dissociating. Or flashbacks. I did tell him about how my inners seem to go on vacation for the most part when I was on vacation.
Yes I too have a rational one. I like when she is around. Do you ever have the times when you feel like you pretend.
I think I might look at another one. NOt to mention this one is not on my insurance plan and the out of network expenses are killing me.
I mean it is one thing to feel like I am getting so much better but..
Well for tomorrow I plan to discuss how I feel with the sleepy an dhow i notice it happening more and asking if anything has changed or if I am just more boring. But how for me I can't get closer. I am holding back like you put it muffled.
Today I am all mixed up. somedays I feel so much clearer were we seem to work together but then other days not so much working together.
I am getting triggered more and more by my family these days.
Boy, how about that dentist. I was so triggered but somehow managed to hang in there. Yet I did check out briefly at the end when he actuall came in. I went in and out for a while. I don't actually know what he said there at the end. But that is ok, I don't really care.
'Thanks so much muffled. I am glad you going to see a DD T. I hope she helps.Yeah sometimes I want to argue with him, or say let's try and prove the DD. I wonder because I haven't don't as much with him as the first therapist in terms of switching. I don't know. I am so confused. That is why I thought I might go talk to another one before i actually switched to see if I thought that was the thing to do? :(
I am confused.
We are confused.
we are sad too.
rsk
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