Posted by TherapyGirl on October 28, 2007, at 10:52:39
The anxiety is back in full force. I can't stand this. The depression I can live with most of the time but once you add in the anxiety, the suicidal ideation clicks in.
I've left about 42 messages for my T in the last 24+ hours. Just about every hour on the hour, trying to avoid calling her at home. She doesn't usually check her voice mails over the weekend and she clearly hasn't. So now I've called and left her a message at home. But who knows if she's out of town this weekend.
I don't know what else to do. I've called any of my friends I can get a hold of, but they don't know what to do with me either. I feel like I'm going to die. And God knows, most of the time I want to.
Please, please help me.
poster:TherapyGirl
thread:791931
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