Posted by pfinstegg on May 5, 2007, at 16:22:05
In reply to Re: He threw me out of his office! » pfinstegg, posted by Daisym on May 5, 2007, at 16:03:55
Thanks so much for your warm and supportive words, Daisy. It did cross my mind that he was behaving in at least a near-psychotic fashion- so different from the calm, empathic, even loving therapist i had known for four years. I'm afraid a reconciliation of some sort is probably not possible, as he seems to be blaming me for the whole thing. The hardest thing has been letting go of the powerful attachment I have had for him, but this is gradually calming down week by week.
The new therapist has been tremendously helpful in pointing out that I have been retraumatized, and, when that happens you do tend to blame yourself for whatever has happened. Since I have been seeing him, I find that I am not doing that nearly as much- in fact, almost not at all.
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