Posted by Iwillsurvive on March 10, 2007, at 22:50:18
In reply to whizzing and buzzing, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 10, 2007, at 21:02:51
LL,
So are you OK to goto hosp if you feel so scared?
Has your T called back?
Can you express the out of control feelings you having?
In a way it sorta sounds like a massive anxiety attack.
I remember one time feeling so scared. My mind was so spinning, and I kept looking at my sis (we were riding in the back of a car together), and I WANTED to tell her that I was going insane, but I couldn't speak, could'nt even think of what words to say, all the while thinking of approx a hundred other things, and wondering what I might do next, whether I'd just start screaming, or whether I looked funny, and why in the hell did noboddy notice that I was screaming out of control?
Sigh.
But it did eventually ease up some the next day. Took awhile to pass, but it did.
And I was never able to tell anyone.
But I survived, I did.
So I sorta understand some of the unsafeness.
And thats where hosp can be good.
They can slam ya with some major tranques, and feed you up, and you can zombie out a bit, and its OK.
Mebbe you can ask T which is best hosp, so you can feel you going to a good place.
And if you can admit yourownself, then you can pretty much leave too when you want.
Somenurses are kinder than others. You'll figger them out if you not too zonked. I had a male nurse who I swear to this day was an angel. And some kind females. A coupla jerkettes. Wasn't so bad.
Anyhow did you talk to T again?
Take care,
muffled
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