Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 10, 2007, at 6:05:20
In reply to I'm a f*cking moron *lotsa triggers*, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 10, 2007, at 4:45:57
I got to my office all right.
I think I'm doing something dangerous by walking around my urban neighborhood in the predawn. It was exhilaratingly scary. Made me want to keep walking. but here I am. locked in my office. don't need to worry about anything other than myself. If I'm smart, I'll call my T sometime soonish. If I want to hurt myself, I know how to do that too. If I want to quasi hurt myself- say, by not eating sleeping or resting... well. That's what I'm already doing.
At least I'm not dissociated, though. the Llurpsie is still hanging on. swatting flies left and right, but she hasn't given up yet.
Okay. maybe I'm a little dissociated. but I'm not completely untethered to the here and now.
I think there's work to be done. otherwise why would I be in my office?
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thread:739737
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