Posted by annierose on December 30, 2006, at 13:41:31
Over the week, I found something out about my therapist through a third party. It isn't scandalous or weird, but just sort of surprising in that it doesn't fit with the person I imagined my therapist to be in her real life. And it bothers me that it unnerves me.
When I think about all the times I have bashed this person, unsupported him, etc and all the while, she likes him.
I felt myself already pulling away in therapy prior to this discovery. I had let myself get as close as I was able to another human being and I don't like it.
I have picked up the phone to cancel my appointment on Tuesday and hang up everytime. What am I going to say? And, I don't want her calling me back either. I know I should share with her what is bothering me, but it compromsises me.
I don't know what to do ... any suggestions?