Posted by jammerlich on October 30, 2006, at 20:02:49
In reply to Re: Muffly is NEVER stupid » jammerlich, posted by Lindenblüte on October 29, 2006, at 22:19:20
And I am terrified. ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED.
I am in a state of panic. I am going to go in there and she is going to *know* -- know all these bad, bad things about me. I am so ashamed. I don't know how I'll ever be able to look at her....or her me. Can't I just run away from it all? I really, really want to.
I'm also worried that I might get there and she'll tell me she didn't read, for some reason or another. What would that mean about me and what she thinks of me? I guess I shouldn't be putting myself through all these what-ifs, but it's awfully hard not to.
Have I mentioned how much I hate this? Well, I do. I really, really hate this.
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