Posted by antigua on July 13, 2006, at 9:45:55
In reply to wanting to give up therapy... long, posted by wishingstar on July 12, 2006, at 16:23:04
Hi, I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. It must be hard to have TWO Ts at the same time who don't seem supportive enough. I agree w/Dinah, it must be extremely difficult to have two being hard with you at the same time when what you need right now is some love and support.
Have you ever been to a butterfly garden? It's a wonderful thing, having all these colorful, lightweight creatures just flying around you. They light on you and before you notice they've taken off and another one has taken its place. There is no fear; I find it very peaceful. Think of being surrounded by all that good feeling, and it protecting you from the hurt you are feeling. Trust yourself, trust your instincts; despite two Ts, you still know yourself better than they do.
I don't know you, but you definitely don't sound manipulative to me. You hurt and are asking for some support and love, which you are entitled to getting. Maybe it's the diagnosis getting in the way--I don't know, but you do have a right to find a way to get your needs met.