Posted by DisposableDoll on April 27, 2006, at 21:58:01
In reply to Re: Crush on My Counselor- Out of Control? » DisposableDoll, posted by bent on April 26, 2006, at 8:12:13
Thank you for responding and for telling me what I'm feeling isn't crazy. I did try talking to a friend of mine- who isn't in therapy- about this and they basically did make me feel crazy. Actually, they compared some of the things I was saying to sociopathic behaviour, but I know they know I'm not a sociopath or I wouldn't be feeling romantically for someone would I? I mean sociopaths don't care for others do they? Anyways, I hve done what you said and looked through the archives and I've read a lot of things I can relate to concerning this and other things as well. Sometimes I feel like I'm reading my own thoughts that someone else has written down. I have thought about telling him, but I don't want to make things weird or lose him as my therapist. If I lose him, I'd prob. quit therapy altogether and just do the meds solely. *sighs* I think I will tell him eventually, but part of me wants to make sure I earn his trust more, so that he knows I'm not going to be dangerous and so he knows I am sincere and my feelings aren't perverse (well for the most part ;) and also I almost want to hold off so I can flirt with him more and try to seduce him. If he isn't expecting it with guards up, it should be more affective right? Oh, who am I kidding......I can't seduce this man. :( Thanks for wishing me good luck. I'll keep you updated. :)
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