Posted by Susan47 on December 25, 2005, at 15:43:21
In reply to Help me please, re: ex-T, posted by Susan47 on December 25, 2005, at 13:27:37
if this thread was extinguished, wiped out of existence, and everything I've ever posted either, because this is trouble, with a capital T, this is either destructive or self-destructive and I'm not sure which or why I think that ... but I don't trust anybody. And if I could live my life over again, I would guard my heart much more carefully, and my mind as well. Heart and mind would have belonged more to myself and much less to others, and consequently, I would have been lovelier, and stronger, and gentler and kinder than I have been, until now.. somehow, now. The future is the present, did you know that? Every present moment is what builds the future .. it's what's so beautiful about life, and awesome and frightening, too, because there's so much responsibility in every moment that were you take yourself too seriously, a girl could snap. Absolutely. She could snap, and it takes time to bring back what might've been, to bring back and reclaim what was lost so terribly young.