Posted by fairywings on December 9, 2005, at 9:22:31
In reply to Rough again, again with the Survivor stuff, posted by Racer on December 8, 2005, at 13:34:33
I'd guess some of the best women feel this way, and unfortunately some of the women with the most struggles I'd guess.
School can be such a terrible place for so many kids, and the teachers inadequacies can make it so much worse. I'm sorry your teacher was such a worm he couldn't control the kids who were causing you so much pain.
My daughter goes to a school where some of the teachers turn the other way not to see prejudice, some participate in it. Maybe most of the time it gets stopped, but I'm sure there are particular kids who are repeatedly hurt.
I admitted to my T that I have a huge need to feel protected, I don't feel protected, and I never have. I'm sure I have a rescue fantasy of one degree or another, and I'm sure he saw it, but didn't say anything. Maybe he thinks I don't know. Do want to feel protected by someone now? Have you mentioned it to your T? Have you told your T it's too difficult when they say you're a survivor?
(((hugs)))
fw
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