Posted by B2chica on November 17, 2005, at 9:45:46
In reply to Re: is it real....possible trigger » B2chica, posted by ghost on November 16, 2005, at 17:34:43
> you know, i believe those things really happened to you. i believe (as my T said to me which almost made me cry... or throw up) that those people (if you want to call them that) took something from you that you can never have back. that's a lot to grieve. it's a huge loss.
-that EXACTLY what my T said.
> but even if they DIDN'T happen (which is not the case, i'm sure), your mind still needs to deal with the events. this is not a B movie where someone is freaking out over events that didn't happen and in the end they come to the startling realisation that they were imagining it all along. that's just not going to happen here (even if it would be nice if these things didn't ever happen... to anyone).-i think that's what i'm scared of. i want it to be like in the movies. better yet, have been rescued in the nick of time...
> i know how you feel when you said you couldn't move. that's kind of what happens to me sometimes. i'm just frozen and i can't control my body. just dead weight. i imagine what it's like to hurt myself though. usualy that's what my brain does. sometimes its blank, too, though.exactly...dead weight, it's weird.
thank you dear ghost.
b2c.
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