Posted by allisonross on October 27, 2005, at 7:41:52
In reply to I'm sorry this is becoming more » allisonross, posted by Susan47 on October 26, 2005, at 19:34:31
> I'm sorry, this gets kind of lengthy.
That's okay.
> What you said Ally, that's weird, the realization I have right now that I'm beginning to understand the concept that feelings can be true, genuine, real and laced with impurities.
Feelings ARE true; they are NOT right or wrong; they just ARE (You cannot choose your feelings; only how you behave because of them)
My feelings don't have to be perfect or perfectly clear, to be taken seriously and to be appreciated and taken generously.
That is correct!
> .........(rave) ... God, Nigel Kennedy playing the Four Seasons has some incredibly dark, slow moments of agony ...
> sorry, I think maybe it's going into fall here. I need to learn this piece intimately. It's one of my favourites. Also Handel's Water Music is divine, but I can't seem to locate a copy and I'm missing it so much. Harnoncourt, what's Harnoncourt? Because I love that too....(end)I love music, too. i couldn't live without it (born dancer), I sing and have a poetry website; written my memoir: Ghost Child to Triumph. Secret Garden has exquisite music, as well as Tim Janis
> You've said it twice now, that I can remember, and maybe you have something. Maybe it doesn't have to be smart or right to be true. Maybe I was really loving this man so much, and wanting him to be my physical and emotional partner, and maybe I was quite ugly and gross to him, immature, loud, whatever.. bad breath .. I mean, who knows, right? You never know what someone else is thinking.. but I suspect if they're good people, a good person knows when to cut his or her thoughts off. I like that I'm getting to be a better and better person :)
I see a wonderful person.
.. in that regard ... I just took a big sigh. I mean, why does life have to be so much hard work?
I wish I knew.
Or it's a bag of suffering for so many many, most of the planet in fact, you have to be a mindless thing to be not working at something in your life, not suffering somehow, physically mentally or emotionally ...
yes, we have a planet of suffering people. Just think of what would happen if every one of us, helped just one person every day. How the world would change! Hw much suffering we would alleviate!
.> time to see my new therapist for emdr.
> I'm nervous and I don't like being nervous, and scared, and I'm depressed feeling I waver back and forth, you know, up and down, I never feel really complete unless I'm stoned.
> I hate myself.Oh, sweet Susan. I am so sad to hear you say that. Can you tell me why you feel like that? Love, Allison
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