Posted by rainbowbrite on June 26, 2005, at 11:51:07
In reply to Re: Im really messed up, posted by Jazzed on June 26, 2005, at 11:28:11
i like that idea Jazzy! I may just try it.
This is what I mean about my doc...Im 96% of the time in and out with everythings fine have a few laughs HAHAHA ......
But then if I go in and im not fine....its like, but you look fine? But Im not fine! do I have to scream? Ok so I will scream (or raise voice) so then I get a smile, and a silly remark...So I start trying harder.... no litsen to me grrr!!
At that point Im lost too and everyting becomes a joke. It my fault I know. I started it.Maybe this isnt a fair statement but I think it may be....If I went in to my pdoc and said Im feeling suicidal (BTW-I HAVENT EVER AND AND IT IS NOT AN ISSUE) He would comment back with...well if you are going to do it here please be clean about it.
When i feel great that would.... yes be funny haha...but that attitude is not funny when I feel like my head is abou to erupt. and no he has never said that but that would be the response I would expect if I did ever get to that point (which I WONT). Just trying to give an example....probably a bad onethanks guys for all the support....
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