Posted by rainbowbrite on June 26, 2005, at 15:30:53
In reply to Re: What do u think........I just read something about » rainbowbrite, posted by Jazzed on June 26, 2005, at 14:15:18
> He shouldn't be dismissive rainbow. For any reason. He's your p-doc, you're paying him to help you feel better. Regardless of what you're going through is normal or not. If it is then he should tell you it's normal, and that you need to learn how to cope. I don't know, but what you've expressed here doesn't sounds normal, or at all comfortable, or something that can't be improved with his help. Sounds to me like you're totally overwhelmed, anxious, aggitated, stressed out, etc.....
yeah I am and i have more and more demands piling up aside from this issue and I feel like its too much and I want to close for the summer.
> Maybe he could change your AD, maybe change your anti-anxiety meds?
I think I need to raise my AD, I lowered it with out consulting with him. But i dont really take anxiety meds. I have things for sleep, and thats what he thinks I take them for...I dont have an anxiety disorder. But recently and actually on and off over the last few months I have had to take them as a calming agent during the day to treat my stress, which I am now understanding is anxiety of some kind, I guess anxiety because too much is going on.
>Maybe if you can express it in writing, maybe that would get through to him? Then when you have him read it, maybe he'll see that he's not hearing how distressed you are, and how much you need his help. Just a thought.
I may try that, I need to get my head clear very soon, it hurts and its frustrating, im ignoring everyone irl.
:-) thanks so much Jazzy