Posted by crushedout on January 9, 2005, at 14:25:40
In reply to See, here's the thing (trigger, I guess), posted by Dinah on January 9, 2005, at 12:37:35
Dinah, I can really identify with what you're going through right now. Last night I was thinking about doing drugs, cutting, and smoking, because I knew my old T wouldn't like that I was doing that. I wanted to express my pain, though, and need, more than anger (which may be different from you, I dunno). But then I realized no one would really care that much that I was doing those things, except me, and that mostly only I would end up being hurt by it. I talked myself out of it (for now). But I think I know what you mean when you say that you're knowing it changes things, even if they don't know. Although I'm not sure if it really makes sense.
Anyway, I can sort of imagine how bad and alone you must be feeling and I wish I could help.
(((Dinah)))
poster:crushedout
thread:439740
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