Posted by Aphrodite on September 18, 2004, at 1:32:59
In reply to Re: my ego state war » Aphrodite, posted by daisym on September 18, 2004, at 0:46:17
Yes, giving away my spot cut like a knife, but I deserved it. I've quit 3 times and say that I want to quit more times than I can remember. Not counting on me coming back is a sound business decision on his part as I was sitting on a coveted time slot. Don't blame him a bit.
It will be hard to admit the weakness of not being able to get through one teeny little week, but I plan to do so. I don't have much to lose. And then I will be embarrassed. And then I will worry that I've made him feel bad about his vacation. And then I will build up the defenses again. And then he will have to tear them all down again. And then the little girl will be honest once more. And then I will feel guilty . . . OK, you know the cycle.
So, what did you do to get through the vacation? I plan to catch up on reading and shop at the bookstore. Luckily, my favorite bookstore is next to the best shoe store in the tri county area.
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