Posted by gardenergirl on September 15, 2004, at 21:46:28
In reply to Re: Just Need to Babble - sorry, long » Pfinstegg, posted by daisym on September 15, 2004, at 21:36:40
Daisy,
This must be so hard and so intense. I think in some ways it's natural for you to go back to memories at times. I think it's an ebb and flow. As you become more experienced and adept (you are, you know...) at processing this with your T, you have more you are ready to add to the mix.And then of course your adult self is saying Hold, enough! You never volunteered for or signed up for this pain. You are valiantly dealing with it, meltdowns included, and of course you might get tired of it.
Your T will not. Let me repeat that. Your T will not get tired of it or tired of you. He knows what he is "in for" and knows what it is going to take. I assume he also has mechanisms in place in his real life to provide whatever sustenance and support he needs. He will not leave you. He will not leave young Daisy. He's glue.
I hope you are able to squeeze in some Daisy time at home or work just for you. Not therapy, not family, not work. Just Daisy. You need to keep recharged, too. Hopefully this thread has helped. I'll try to look for you in Open earlier in evenings. As it gets darker here, that should get easier. :)
I wish you peace, Daisy. You deserve no less.
Warmly,
gg
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