Posted by metalflipflop on January 12, 2004, at 19:46:27
In reply to Re: needing a hug being refused, wish it didn't hurt » metalflipflop, posted by Dinah on January 10, 2004, at 20:45:11
the beginnings of relief, so long overdue...
i finally saw my therapist this morning, and i let it all out about how awful all this has been. it felt good to yell and cry but man, it still hurts. i told her she has a lot of explaining to do. she completely admitted that she was wrong in how she responded to me, that it would have been better to say okay and talk about it the next time. i think she finally gets it now, as before she wouldn't read the letters (2) i sent her and wouldn't listen on the phone. that really pissed me off too. sigh. it feels like this has set me back so much on the trust issue. i don't really know how to fix it, but she says that's her job anyway and not to worry. it helped to hear that.
i just wish all this time had not elapsed, all this klonopin had not gone down my throat, and my body had not been so stressed by all the obsessing in my mind.
getting really attached to a therapist is a treacherous thing, even one whom i think is a really great person. i guess we all live and learn, and that's the take-home message.
doing better now,
liz
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