Posted by metalflipflop on January 10, 2004, at 20:12:31
In reply to Re: needing a hug being refused, wish it didn't hurt, posted by cubic_me on January 10, 2004, at 8:30:06
thank you guys so much for such supportive responses! i did call her, and she didn't want to get into any sort of discussion over the phone. i understand, but frustrating. i wrote her a letter about it, and on the phone she said she wasn't going to read it until she saw me again. sigh. sort of missed the point entirely; i wanted to feel less alone, that she at least knew something of what was going on with me. it has made me question our relationship so much, it feels so damaged now. i don't know whether to trust or not, which is something that took nearly a year to begin with! such a slow process, and so thoughtlessly wrecked. i am seeing her on monday and i am SO relieved, even though i just feeling like screaming and cursing at her.
thanks so much,
liz
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