Posted by Ayesha on November 26, 2002, at 9:35:40
In reply to feel like I'm drowning, posted by likelife on November 14, 2002, at 21:58:23
Hi, since most of what I would have said has already been told...
I'd like to ask u why you feel you have to apologise for asking for help, because u really needn't say sorry. You apologised for ur post and you seem to be beating urself up because you think you've made ur hubby's life a misery. are u punishing urself by isolating urself (hence feeling alone)?
based on what u've said, ur not alone cause u got ur hubby (and surely other people to support u too) u got every1 on here who's been thru it and looks like they been so helpful its helped me too. so, indirectly, you've helped me!
Anyway back to the point i'm new here so i was kinda on the edge but i'm happy now :)
i've been to the point of suicide attempts over about 2 years but now i finally convinced myself that when i was thinking i didnt deserve to live, it was nonsense. I DO deserve to live and so do YOU so don't be ashamed to take advt. of ur rights and ur life. i've never had therapy but what i just said would be my starting point, you gotta see it in a positive attitude (its like its harder to get to ur destination if ur walking backwards). tell your doc u need more guidance and if he's still being an idiot..can u get registered with someone else? hope so. if not don't be afraid to stand your ground.
Well I dunno how helpful I'm being but good luck and keep going.
poster:Ayesha
thread:1549
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