Posted by Adam on December 21, 1999, at 8:30:45
In reply to Re: Selegiline Expertise Needed Again-Adam, posted by Judy on December 20, 1999, at 18:44:41
Judy,
Thanks for your response. It sure is strange how one person's cure is another person's curse.
I wish you the best of luck with this. I wish everybody the best of luck with this. Nothing would make me happier if we all could find something that can be tolerated and helpful at the same time. Take care of yourself.
> Adam - I would bet the farm that Serzone played a part in what led up to your hospitalization. I have dubbed it "the most dangerous drug I've ever taken." Every morning I would sleep through the alarm clock radio set at full volume. My husband then started to call home when it was time for me to get up, get my daughter on the phone and tell her to wake me. A couple of frightening times, my brain was awake enough to know that she was at my bedside, but I was, for a minue or so, unable to respond or even move my body. It was just like coming out of anesthesia! In little better than that condition, I would then drive 40 miles to work - over the Sagamore Bridge and down the Cape.
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> Besides the near fugue state I was in, I started to become overly-angry and hostile (at the time I thought it was just my fatigue). I actually told the boss's wife where to go one morning! (Believe me, I'd thought it many times, but *never* would have verbalized it!) It wasn't until after I stopped taking Serzone that I read somewhere that it can cause feelings of agression and hostility.
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> For some, Serzone may be a blessing; but I couldn't possibly recommend it to anyone! I'm wondering if our particular brain chemical makeup responds favorably to MAOI's, but strikes back at Serzone. (BTW, I have the same urge to push Nardil on treatment-resistant people that you do with Selegiline.)
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> As for Remeron - I am plain scared to death of any drug that makes me feel sedated. Too much like depression (or Serzone!). Besides, most of us don't have the luxury of being able to sleep out the early stages of a sedating drug. Do I sound like I'm making excuses for not trying everything in my power to get well? I hope not. I'm just truly afraid I can't deal with one more trial and nasty failure.
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