Posted by susan47 on March 20, 2008, at 18:36:48
In reply to F*ck, posted by susan47 on January 23, 2008, at 17:35:21
The drug .. "you can't think how I depend on you, and when you're not there the colour goes out of my life" ....
Sh*t. F*ck. F*ck you. Bastard.
I love you.
I love you loveuluvyouluvu luu .. loo.
Flush the whole God damn thing down the loo.
F*ck you ... f*ck my doc for being the ineffectual little wimp idiot bastard that he is and was. F*ck him for being everything he was to me, for being a conduit directly into a hell so deep I didn't and don't know the way out.
Write, god damn it, write until the whole fricking f*ck*ng stupid idiotic thing, the thing that was my life for YEARS god damn it cw god damn you f*ck you for not talking to me the way I deserved, the honesty you kept away from everyone, the looking deeply into your own soul and forget mine, just look at yourself.
F*ck you.
poster:susan47
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