Posted by sunny10 on May 4, 2005, at 8:51:11
In reply to Re: It's like, posted by AdaGrace on May 4, 2005, at 4:25:57
we could just throw our arms around each other, faces to the sky and just wail and cry.
I wrote a letter, too, AdaGrace. Last night. He said he needed time, but refused to give me any time frame at all to work towards. I had many stresses with the way my SO wants to "try to mend our relationship" that I had to write a letter to explain what I needed in order to remain sane while he deals with his own issues.
I am very scared that his response will be "f*ck you, you high-maintenence b*tch, I never want to see you or hear from you again".
But I had to say what I felt, AG. I cannot just be emotionally and physically set aside and not be part of any decision-making at all... It has been making me sleepless and sick to my stomache. The IBS is back in full force and I had been late to work twice in two weeks 'cause the sleeping pill made me oversleep!
Now I am scared.... I just want to come to you and sit and cry on each other's shoulders. I know we will never figure out how men can heartlessly treat us the way they do. How it is they can just decide to "save themselves" with complete disregard for how their words and/or actions affect us.
But we can cry and cry and cry until there are no more tears left for them...
Maybe then we could start to heal.
poster:sunny10
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