Posted by AdaGrace on May 4, 2005, at 4:25:57
In reply to I sent you a note, posted by AdaGrace on May 3, 2005, at 9:10:36
It's like it never happened.
And that just makes me out to be a bigger fool.
It's devestating enough to lose you.
Even more so when you do not even acknowledge my existence.
If we lived in the same town and met on the street, would you turn the other way?
Would you not even wave if I drove by?Why is is so much to ask to just send me a note?
Just a note.
It's so hard to imagine that I mean absolutely nothing to you and am not worth your time at all.Your silence makes me feel empty inside.
Empty and dead.
I'll always be dead inside.Always.
To know that you are nothing to someone you love is the biggest hurt in the world.
To know that you never meant anything to them is even more painful.
I sit here with so much pain, so many tears, remembering how it was, or how I thought it was, and I just feel totally devestated.
Not even kind words of hello from you.
I'm not even worth that.
I am nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
I'm sorry everyone, it's been a while since I had one of these horrible crying spells.
I appologize for the weakness.
poster:AdaGrace
thread:493056
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