Posted by AMD on May 16, 2005, at 2:16:00
In reply to Re: HELP/URGENT! I AM OUT OF CONTROL! » AMD, posted by chemist on May 16, 2005, at 0:42:10
> **** hi amd, perhaps a trip to the ER is appropriate, if your subject line is any indicator...it sounds like you had a big night out..*****
I think I will call my doctor in the morning and see what she thinks. I am feeling a bit more mellow (if one can use the word "mellow" in this state) than I was a few hours ago, which is good. And yes, mixing Lamictal, Celexa, Geodon, Seroquel, cocaine, alcohol, and cigarettes in such a small period of time is a recipe for disaster.
I've never felt "wired" for this long, though. I wonder if that is more a result of Geodon's extrapyramidal symptoms than the cocaine withdrawal. Or perhaps the cocaine was cut with methamphetamine, although, this being New York, I wouldn't normally expect that.
I'm just having a tough time of it, but to a degree I've never before experienced. The calmness of your reply, at least, will help keep me grounded.
I need a full physical, that's for sure. Who knows what damage I've done to my liver in these three months? Let alone my nose and heart.
> **** you have been trying to get your head on straight, i think, and it is not an overnight process: i feel saddened for you, as it appears that you triggered in yourself the feelings of guilt and remorse and panic, but i would not lable you a failure: that is a bit extreme and out of line...who am i to judge?****
>You're probably right -- but I certainly don't want to die because of this (knock on wood). And I'm afraid I'm on a slippery slope down that path (if not already there). I just hope I can pull myself out of this via N.A. meetings and the support of friends and family.
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> *** here is what's going on, because you ask: you are mixing alcohol, cocaine, and (? three?) prescription medications on what appears to be a more than very irregular basis, and you feel lousy for days afterwards. that's the long and short of it, really....yours, chemist *****I'll check back in in a week and let you know how I'm doing, as the questions that accompany these daily ups-and-downs are more exhausting for you than you deserve.
Thanks chemist,
amd
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