Posted by Larry Hoover on April 13, 2005, at 11:12:25
In reply to Re: Life After Addictions » Larry Hoover, posted by sunny10 on April 13, 2005, at 10:33:49
> And all I can do is cry, because everything in that is what my addicted significant other did to me before trying to strangle me while drunk in a hotel room in New Orleans on the second night of our five day-planned mini-vacation. I flew home that night and am now homeless. An addicted person and a co-dependent; I was trying to reform- he wasn't.
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> His addictions to coke and alcohol have not even let him apologize to me at all- about hurting me, scaring me, ending the relationship, or making me homeless as I am now too scared to stay in my house becuase he has said violence is acceptable in his opinion.
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> For any of you who ever want to be able to love- please try to get out from under your addictions...at some point the regrets will come and you will know that you destroyed someone like me.....
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> I mean that generally- not to anyone specifically...crap, I'm sorry if what I said could be construed as uncivil...I'm so sorry reality has been so harsh to you.
I may venture to say that a homeless person with your clear perception of the issues is in a better place than someone with a home, in denial.
I pray that you soon find the supports you need to start over.
Do take care. And do let us know how you make out.
Lar
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