Psycho-Babble Social | for general support | Framed
This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | List of forums | Search | FAQ

Re: Dilemma..could use some opinions please.... alexandra_k

Posted by jay2112 on December 1, 2019, at 0:53:41

In reply to Re: Dilemma..could use some opinions please...., posted by alexandra_k on November 30, 2019, at 23:41:37

No, no...please..feel free to go on! This is about sharing.

My (still) problem is that I feel overwhelmed easily, sit around, then wait till it becomes a horrid mess, then fall to pieces. I have nothing nice (except a beautiful little dog I love for eternity), and I have lost all interest in life. I used to love music...when I had a job and could drop 2,000 on a new instrument. Now I can't even afford a microwave. I hate the guys who live in my current complex...all's they do is drink beer, drugs, and are ignorant pigs. I was brought up on books, poetry, music....like Fred Nietzsche said.."life without music would be a mistake". Now, I sleep in a dilapidated bed, the box spring caved in, a filthy bathroom (makes me even more depressed), messy kitchen. I barely eat because I not only have no room to cook, but not much gives me pleasure. Sorry to sound so down. I don't have much pride anymore. BUT...I want to go out there and make my make. I am a deeply compassionate social worker. But, experience is seen as baggage, not as an asset. I feel your pain in getting into your profession.


Someone said, they never fear a thing
Well, I do
And I'm afraid enough for both of us,
For me and you
Time, if nothing else, will do it's worst
So do me a favour, and tell me the good news first


Share
Tweet  

Thread

 

Post a new follow-up

Your message only Include above post


Notify the administrators

They will then review this post with the posting guidelines in mind.

To contact them about something other than this post, please use this form instead.

 

Start a new thread

 
Google
dr-bob.org www
Search options and examples
[amazon] for
in

This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | FAQ
Psycho-Babble Social | Framed

poster:jay2112 thread:1106900
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20190715/msgs/1106935.html