Posted by your#1fan on January 13, 2008, at 21:00:43
In reply to Re: Alright i need everyone here to listen to this. » your#1fan, posted by MissK on January 13, 2008, at 11:02:15
Well i know like how to live, put clothes on and function ROFL!
But i lose track of what im doing alot, i constantly have to, maybe be told over what to do, and then i say "ok" and mess up again. Then go beserk. Thats why i need a "notepad" to by.
I take things one by one, but alot times when i do that my brain isnt "stimulanted" enough to get it done, i have work under pressure, and i work better and faster under pressure, but make errors at the same time. When i have worked for 10 hours, i need some Thorazine or Seroquel to slow me down. My mind doesnt have a normal limit, when its time to slow down, when its time to speed up. Kinda get what im sayin?
From my prescective, i have to be defensive with some people because they blow me off, and i have to justify why my actions. In that respect, when you asked "i know how life works"
Sometimes i ask myself? is it just me or am just being lazy....no because once i know that im being lazy, i get off my butt and do what im suppost to do, i would hate to be called lazy, but its a very easy thing to do when you dont have anything to do one your hands.
I know how life works, but what really mean is how can i control my life? its like i myself be a slave to my own doings!
I think its time for me slow down.....
but thanks for your response MissK.
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