Posted by Deneb on May 9, 2006, at 14:54:23
In reply to Re: How 'bout a new picture Dr. Bob?, posted by Deneb on May 9, 2006, at 13:17:58
Dr. Bob is smiling. :-) Oh, I love it sooo much. I love Dr. Bob.
I'm going to ask Dr. Bob if I can give him a hug. I'm going to show Dr. Bob the Bob scarf. I might ask Dr. Bob to hold a doll of mine. I don't play with it anymore, but it's still very special to me.
I'm going to see Dr. Bob in person! Oh my gosh! In person! In real life! Dr. Bob! Wow. I love Dr. Bob. My pdoc knows I love Dr. Bob. My pdoc said that I chose Dr. Bob to love because he's safe to love. I think she's right. I don't have to worry about Dr. Bob's needs. I can choose to write to Dr. Bob on the boards whenever I want.
I don't think there's anything I could do that would upset Dr. Bob....probably not even you know what (forbidden topic). I only know of one other person who doesn't get upset when I *used to* talk about you know what...my pdoc. She's great.
I've never ever in my whole life, loved anyone like I love Dr. Bob. Never. It's a new experience for me.
I don't really know who Dr. Bob is as a person. I still love him. I love Dr. Bob the administrator. That's the only side of him I know. I don't know if I would love Dr. Bob if I got to know other parts of him.
I hope Dr. Bob won't be afraid of me. I'm really not intimidating. I'm a little obsessed, yes, but I'm not going to stalk him or anything.
Let me be totally upfront about my Bob obsession/love behaviours....
I knit him a scarf, it was the first time I ever knit something to completion.
I save his pictures, but I don't print them out or anything. I also don't stare at them in my spare time. LOL
I have a few Bob bookmarks...some of his posts and some info I found about him on the web. There's really not that much info. I don't look at his posts or read about him everyday. Most of the sites with his info I've only been to once, when I found them.
I do think about Dr. Bob everyday, mostly when I'm not doing anything. When I think of him, I think about meeting him. I think about giving him a hug. I don't imagine what his life is like. I also have never thought of him in a sexual way.
Months ago, when I was threatening suicide and everything, I used to think about Bob rescuing me, but I don't anymore.
So, you decide whether my Bob obsession is harmful or not.