Posted by octopusprime on November 13, 2004, at 19:12:31
In reply to Re: rattled ***HUGE TRIGGER*** jujube and » octopusprime, posted by jujube on November 13, 2004, at 16:47:37
hmm call him and have a rational conversation?
well at least i've calmed down enough now that i'm not shaking at the keyboard any more. :-/
i'm having some odd reactions to this right now:
* i don't want to call him, i want him to repent. beg my forgiveness. grovel at my feet.
* i feel like if i call him, i have lost. he's "sunk my battleship". found my weak spot so that he can exploit it.
* i almost want to call some of my other coworkers and tell them, then ask them to beat him up for me. i bet they would too. or maybe get him fired. (i know this is a BAD IDEA and i won't do it. but i fantasize)so this is all proof that i'm not ready to talk to him rationally yet.
deep down i know you're right jujube and i appreciate your support. thanks. but it's just making myself get there ...
ps - since when did the simpsons get so violent and disturbing? a poor distraction they turned out to be.
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