Posted by geri122 on June 25, 2004, at 11:08:43
In reply to Re: Baby Steps, posted by tterees on June 9, 2004, at 21:53:54
I have a problem... this time it is not with my family.. but guy issues. You know a simple everyday teenage girl thing.
For the past 6 months or so i have been talking to this guy. We are just friends but we care about each other deeply. He graduated this year and will be going off to school in August.... far from here. He asked me out and i told him no. I don't know why. I know that at anytime i change my mind we would be together but i don't know what is stopping me. Is it the college thing... the fact that i care about him so much i don't want to get hurt or hurt him... or is it the fact that he is not white. I mean im not racist, far from it. I have acually had relations with those of another color. but some did not like that. My parents... those in the community. They don't appreciate it. which is understandable but why am i allowing that to make my decisions. I don't know... but the problem is he broke up with his girl for me and i won't even give him a chance. He is lonley and needs someone. His grandfather just died and he needs me more then anything and i can;t be there for him. I don't know what to do. i feel hurt because i am hurting him. i can't deal with that because i don't want to trigger another break down!
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