Posted by Angel Girl on June 25, 2004, at 9:30:36
In reply to Re: Crying and nobody cares anymore, posted by Scott in Vermont on June 25, 2004, at 9:21:59
> "Why can't I change things back to the way they were before I got sick? I HATE MYSELF AND I HATE MY LIFE, so how could I *ever* expect anybody else to feel differently!!!"
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> That absolutely broke my heart. I know the anger and the frustration you feel. Why did this happen to us? We;re not doing this for attention, we're not doing this because we LIKE it... I used to be "normal" once... I think we all were... none of us asked for this or want this... we're all on Babble, and meds, and in and out of T and pdoc offices because we DON'T want to be like this.
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> I can't offer words of comfort, but I can offer understanding.
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> We're better than this. All of us are.Scott
I feel like *damaged goods*. Nobody wants me. My *friend* just sent me another hurtful e-mail. I want my friendship with her to be back the way it used to be b4 I got sick. Instead, I think it's about to end and there's not a dang thing I can do to stop it.
MY LIFE SUCKS!!!
And yes, we are all on babble, in and out of T's and pdoc's offices and on meds. Do any of us EVER climb out of this HELL?
AG
poster:Angel Girl
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