Posted by cubic_me on June 8, 2004, at 7:17:05
In reply to Re: I give up - Racer and Antigua, posted by partlycloudy on June 8, 2004, at 6:59:16
I totally agree with the others here - your life is worth fighting for. You've got through this before and you can get through it again.
Like you said when you talked about fastening your seatbelt, there is something keeping you here. Even if you don't know what it is, there's a part of you that doesn't want to die yet - try to hold on to that.
I tried to end my life 3 months ago, and when I look back on it, things now aren't any different to how they were then - it is just my preception of them that is a little better at the moment.
You've got your hubby and your couple's T to help you through, and if I remember rightly you ride horses. Despite the effort it seems, going for a long gallop can really clear your mind and get you in touch with reality again.
((((Racer)))
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