Posted by octopusprime on November 30, 2003, at 0:20:25
In reply to Re: I don't want to die., posted by deirdrehbrt on November 29, 2003, at 21:46:29
hi kara lynne. boy your situation sounds so familiar!
today i was going to go skiing, but i was too unmotivated to go anywhere.
i was sad today, doing the whole "alone forever" routine.
so i went to the store, bought some bubble bath, two pairs of socks with eeyore on them, and a tin of frosting.
i feel a little better now.
anyway a couple of things:
don't "should" yourself. if what you want to do is watch tv, then watch tv. if you want to stare at the wall, stare at the wall. don't worry about what you "should" do - worry about what you want to do.about taking first steps: you have taken them already. you're on your own, taking tests, etc. etc. it's just a long road. and maybe not so much fun.
anyway, so go to bed with a tin of frosting, a good book, and a hot cup of tea. somebody was talking about riding the waves - i'm riding this low wave, and i hope tomorrow will be better. then i'll ski.
cheerio,
ms. sticky chocolate fingers
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